From Felson's Manservant to You, the (m)Asses.

Good afternoon blogosphere,

This is your Captain speaking....away team, Bridge.   Captain Riker, the helm is yours...set a course for sector 3.1415926, warp 6.96969.  Number one....make it so....

Felson sure has been flapping his whorish little mouth a lot lately.  Saying things like I never work and am on an extended holiday....for those that follow me or care or pay attention to real news and not what you get off the mainstream media....I am working very hard on two novels...one I hope to have done and published before March 28, which is my next court date....the other hopefully will be done by the end of the year.

I have exhausted my job possibilities...I am un-hire-able until my next court date, at which time hopefully a verdict of not guilty for wreckless driving is reached....I was informed by everyone who wished to hire me that they simply could not due to company policy until I was assured of no jail time...cannot miss work or not be productive (read...exploited), so it is up to me to generate my own income until that time...

Which I am fortunate to be able to do...it is just that book sales are down and legal bills are fucking ridiculous....

I am going through emotional purgatory....spiritually not in my zen place...feeling demons clawing at my flesh and pulling me into the depths of Hades....but my soul is in tact and still remains devoted to God and Jesus and writing what I want and not what the industry dictates and not selling out to the corporate machine....I will never go to hell for money....I would rather slave in this shitty vibrational frequency called my life than to reject eternal wholeness with the ONE....

I broke up with my girlfriend...she doesn't care that she is hurting me...she has used me just like the last 3 girlfriends...this time as a drug dealer...using my kindness against me to purchase her opiates to treat the pain that the pill pharms and drug pedaling doctors cannot or chose not to relieve her of....

It has been the hardest 8 months in my life...I moved back from Oregon where I was happy and successful to be with her in Ohio and I have only been on 3 dates (technically speaking)with her....she sees me only when I can give her something....and I never ask for anything in return but for more of her time and compassion...

I have had relations with a female exactly 2 times in the last 3 and a half years and I am getting tired of pornography and personal physical relief...but again my wall goes up...

I am struggling to not go back to drugs...

I need your prayers....

And hopefully this book will be worth my time and pain....

One love.